Pata hai

Us raat tumne kahaan tha mujse,

“Pakad ke rakhna hain tumhe yoon kaske

rehna hai aise hi hamesha
baatein karni hai bahut saari tumse… kab milney aogi mujse?”

 

Pata hai yeh sab baatein ab tumhe yaad nahi.

Jab tum mayus hotey, toh mujse baatein kiya kartey they.

Dard tumhe hota tha, takleef mujhe hua karti thi.

Main kehti thi tumse ki sab theek hi ho jayega,

aankhen band karke jo bhi maango tumhe mil jaayega.

Pata hai? Tab maine bhi meri ankhen band kar li thi,

tumhari har khwayish puri ho, aisi maang maine bhi ki thi.

 

Pata hai yeh sab baatein ab tumhe yaad nahi,

ho gayi hoon bhooljaanewali yaad koi.

Lekin fakr hai muje apne aap pe, ki maine dosti toh nibhayi thi,

Itni sahas dilayi maine ki ab meri zaroorat nahi thi.

 

Meri jo bachkaani harkatein tumhe pyari lagti thi,

wohi baatein ab tumhe naraz karne lagi hai.

Ab tum kehte ho main tumhe jaanti hi nahi.

Ab tum kehte ho main tumhe pehchaanti hi nahi.

Kya zaroori tha yeh ehsaas dilaney ki,

ki main tumhare liye kuch thi hi nahi?

 

Samaj nahi paye hum khud hi ko shayad.

Ya na jaane khud ko kya samaj rahey they.

Tumse mohabbat ki umeed toh nahi ki thi,

phir pata nahi us din hum roh kyu padey they.

 

Pata hai yeh sab baatein ab tumhe yaad nahi.

Ab shayad baatein kartey ho kisi aur se yuhi,

uska haath thamey kehte ho

“Tum mujhe pehle kyu nahi mili?”

Waise hi usey baahon mein samet letey hogey,

woh meri tarah apni ankhen band karke tumhare kandhe par sar rakh ke pighalti hogi,

meri tarah tumhari har baat ko sach maanti hogi.

 

Pata hai yeh sab baatein ab tumhe yaad nahi.

 

Pata hai?

Aaj phir sey koi pooch raha tha,

“Coffee peeney milogi mujse?”

Coffee to mujhe abhi bhi pasand hai,

lekin ab mujhmein utni himmat nahi hai.

 

Pata hai yeh sab baatein ab tumhe yaad nahi.

Pata hai.